1. |
State of Mind
01:33
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(Instrumental)
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2. |
The Apparition
05:05
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Your heart's an empty one filled only with a ghost,
And though that space abounds there's still no room for me there.
The love that you long for, you choke on.
Air is not present, only the ashes of my spirit.
Remember me (Try to keep me close to the back of your mind)
When I am dead (The very place you want me to be)
The remains of your world (The very world that you destroy)
Inside my head.
The ghost that I am is not a reality,
It's more of a spirit that I pretend to be
And whether you care If I'm alive or not,
I'll will always haunt you cause you're all that I got.
Your dreams were eaten by the very ghost you serve,
Regurgitated into my mind as nightmares.
If I would not be perfect then in your mind you would say
Let him burn for all the evils that he's done.
Remember me (Try to keep me close to the back of your mind)
When I am dead (The very place you want me to be)
The remains of your world (The very world that you destroy)
Inside my head.
The ghost that I am is not a reality,
It's more of a spirit that I pretend to be
And whether you care If I'm alive or not,
I'll will always haunt you cause you're all that I got.
My dear I am burning.
The skin on my body burns as it scrapes the ground.
No matter what I do my effort is only in vain.
First I fall for you and then I fall on my face.
Remember me (Try to keep me close to the back of your mind)
When I am dead (The very place you want me to be)
The remains of your world (The very world that you destroy)
Inside my head.
I'm no more than a ghost to you now.
An apparition of love never found
A lost soul not in need of saving.
Come join me dear, you'll love it here at the bottom of your world 2x
Just kill me dear, I hate it here
In the furthest place from you
Just kill me dear, I hate it here.
I'll wait for you forever 2x
I'll drift from here forever 2x
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3. |
Between Hope And Fear
03:30
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Is this feeling
Self-concealing
Undead healing of my state of mind?
Nightmare's ending
Pain's beginning
My mind is wandering in somwhere surrounding them both.
This Apparition
Isn't fiction
Psycho fission inside of my head.
Hardly fleeing
Am I dreaming? The floor beneath me is falling down under my feet
Running away (hope I can escape the pain to try to stay sane)
Between a hope and fear amalgam.
Please never forget me. 2x
Self betraying
Ghost portraying
Real self drifting into tragedy
No God to help me
No spirit with me
The one you serve has reduced me To less than man.
Hope is fading
Fear is taking
Overwhelming the little of me that's left
Never fleeing
Can't stop dreaming The floor beneath me is falling down under my feet
Running away (hope I can escape the pain to try to stay sane)
Between a hope and fear amalgam.
Please never forget me.
It didn’t matter to me back when you said your God had other plans for the both of us, and now I must agree.
Your eyes are fading into a hypnotizable shade of black and your lack of faith will tell you the time, but you won’t realize.
Now that my presence has become manifested through your very life I think I’ll try you on for size in and around your mind.
Thank you for giving me a chance to show you hell you might as well enjoy it here as you abandon hope and succumb to fear.
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4. |
Mutiny
04:16
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This is the sound of your silence piercing,
The sound of your eyes they're speaking about,
All the time that's wasting,
For all the quiet that you built inside.
You tend to think that you're on to me,
but you are dead wrong.
If you knew exactly who I am,
Then you could just break free.
But you are trapped in your own world,
Not able to spill it out.
I'll show you things unseen.
There will be no stopping me.
Look out the Watchtower's near, (waiting)
Watch as the hypnotist takes away your fear (drifting)
This is the sound of your silence piercing,
The sound of your eyes they're speaking about,
All the time that's wasting,
For all the quiet that you built inside.
I can't pretend that you're real to me,
It's just a dream.
A fictitious figure fading into night,
But that doesn't mean
That you are trapped in your own world
Not able to free yourself.
If God remains unseen,
Will you remember me?
Look out the Watchtower's near, (waiting)
Watch as the hypnotist takes away your fear (drifting)
This is the sound of your silence piercing,
The sound of your eyes they're speaking about,
All the time that's wasting,
For all the quiet that you built inside.
You both thought I would hide forever.
You both thought the secret was safe.
You both seem to have forgotten one thing,
That I'm not scared (I never have been)
To let you fall.
The fires of hell have sunk your ship within.
They ripped out the mast and cast it to sea.
What a beautiful sight this must have been
As a picture paints your jealousy.
Worry not for I've got a secret, a painful one,
For I cannot keep it.
You are the reason that I'm so destroyed, and
You are the reason for my never ending story.
You are the captain of my mutiny,
You're why the world is so dead to me.
This is the sound of your silence piercing,
The sound of your eyes they're speaking about,
All the time that's wasting,
For all the quiet that you built inside.
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5. |
From The Watchtower
06:11
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The way I feel is scaring me
Out of touch with reality
To help repress this tragedy
An open door’s revealed to me.
I fight the fear and step inside
Is this place real or just my mind?
Before me lies and endless stair
A crack in time will take me there.
Swing, back and forth in front of my face
Sleep, a suggestive somnolent mind
Dreams, manifested trepidation
Seek
Wake, in an altered state of my consciousness
Slave, following his every command
Break, the evil spell that binds me to him
Save
The clock strikes me down, and my end has begun
I’m under the sway of the great wicked one
And now that my spirits so far from the ground,
My feet keep on walking on up and around
I am hypnotized
A human sacrifice
I’ll give up my life
If what’s inside me dies.
Provide the means of escape.
I’m willing to die, to bleed.
Please take my, life from me.
Welcome to this high position victim of my Apparition.
I am the master and lord of all that you have seen before you.
Allow me to make a suggestion, kill yourself to ease the tension.
Though I may have fallen victim, you can’t hide the light that’s within.
So ensues a separation, I’ll abandon trepidation.
The crack in time will be filled with blood, but the blood will not be mine.
From the Watchtower,
I’ll throw myself into Redemption.
From the Watchtower,
I’ll jump into hope’s welcoming arms.
From the Watchtower,
I’ll find the peace that I have longed for.
From the Watchtower,
I’ll save my life by losing it first.
The bridge between my hope and fear,
The direction led to my redemption
The secret of mutiny, is the reason you're so dead to me.
There's hope, the secret's revealed in the sky you will find
You're mind will be healed. 2x
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6. |
The Redemption
08:15
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Process of Fusion Staten Island, New York
Justin- Raps/background vocals/Keyboard
Pat- Bass/clean vocals
Dylan- Guitar
Rose-
Guitar
Jomar- Drums
“POF is a fusion of rap and progressive rock. It’s a band listeners can not only enjoy for its uniqueness, but also for its blend of rap and heavy music.”
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